I actually felt sick some days due to the amount of sugar I consumed.
I weighed myself today. Not great – 13st 02lbs – great that is not what I wanted to see. I thought I’d lost weight and perhaps I have since I started this journey, but I never weighed myself of 01FEB2020. I mean before I started, I binged ate on chocolate/sweets/ate horribly to be honest. I was a disgusting – eating sugar in a repulsive manner. Greed in its full force. I actually felt sick some days due to the amount of sugar I consumed.
Today I drive to my mums in Scunthorpe. We will make sugar free cakes (haha in light of what I’ve written up there!) But its good snacks. No sugar, full of fruit and honey. It’s foggy and I’m not looking forward to the journey. But hopefully going to see my mum will be worth it. She has DNR on her doctors notes and goes in for an operation soon. Not that I expect her to peg it but …. Just in case. Is that morbid? Haha