I want a quiet life and a happy life, full of LOVE and happiness.
Day Four. What can I say? I felt down today – woke up with a tension headache, went to bed cross. Must have clenched my teeth the whole night through. Sometimes I just want peace and quiet especially before bed and when I wake up. But our house doesn’t allow that. Ian looks for the strangest things at the strangest times and can’t let go until it’s found or sorted. He gets fixated on things, I on the other hand would leave and then it will turn up, it always does!
I don’t like been shouted at, I guess I’m a sensitive soul really. A soul that wants peace and harmony and no cross or raised voices or cross words. But I don’t help when I feel threatened, I raise my voice or lose my ‘shit’ and this can look like I enjoy a good old shouting match – well I don’t really. I like to be heard and listened to. I like to be considered and thought about. I want a quiet life and a happy life, full of LOVE and happiness.
I want my children to be happy and feel brave and courageous enough to make their own decisions. I want them to brave and take risks (not with themselves) but with their life choices – education, jobs, travelling/adventures, work, career….