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Happy
I want to be happy. I'm good at all that I do. Organise a cheese event. Done and done well. Clean a house top to bottom effecient and...
stephanybrickleban
May 6, 20201 min read
Sleeping
I only feel refreshed from sleep a few times a month. I'm sleeping 'on top' of sleep! Not fully entering sleep! Just lying on top of it....
stephanybrickleban
May 5, 20201 min read
10PM
My daughter springs into life! It's 10PM and my daughter springs into life. Her body clock is upside down. Her life is upside down. I can...
stephanybrickleban
May 4, 20201 min read
New week
new Monday, fresh start, new beginning New week, new Monday, fresh start, new beginning. That's it no lying in bed feeling sorry for...
stephanybrickleban
May 3, 20201 min read
God I feel shit and depressed.
I want lockdown to end. It’s like a constant Jekyll and Hyde thing going on: good and evil. I know why and I respect that but then I...
stephanybrickleban
May 3, 20202 min read
Lockdown
I don't want to to lose a loved one to Covid-19. We wait for Thursday for the PM to tell us what has been decided. What will happen? Who...
stephanybrickleban
May 1, 20201 min read
Sorry
Say your sorry when you truly mean it. Say your sorry and admit when you are wrong. You need to do both things in life. And when you...
stephanybrickleban
Apr 30, 20201 min read
Loneliness
I need human connection Loneliness It's a killer Killer of the soul Killer of the heart Killer of the spirit Loneliness There's no...
stephanybrickleban
Apr 29, 20201 min read
PAIN
Everyone's pain is relative to them. Everyone's pain is relative to them. A friend of mine changed my opinion on emotional and physical...
stephanybrickleban
Apr 28, 20201 min read
Rain
The smell is devine. And so the rain comes, the smell is devine. I love the smell of fresh clean rain. Rain we've waited for you, for so...
stephanybrickleban
Apr 27, 20201 min read
Void
Spending time with different people "When you feel a void from missing someone, what you are actually feeling is missing the connection...
stephanybrickleban
Apr 26, 20201 min read
Love
It's worth fighting for "She loves you now and that's all that matters" Bob Marley Can you laugh together? Can you hear and respect the...
stephanybrickleban
Apr 25, 20201 min read
Tree's
We walk amongst the woodland. There's a break in the trees A clearing to let the sunshine through Streaming through the tree's the warm...
stephanybrickleban
Apr 24, 20201 min read
Sunshine
Time will tell. If there is a god, do you think he's given us the sunshine to survive this? Sunshine to make the world feel lighter and a...
stephanybrickleban
Apr 23, 20201 min read
Connection
No one is telepathic If you miss someone you've just got to make the contact and ask - ask for that human connection - during this time...
stephanybrickleban
Apr 22, 20201 min read
FEAR
We are in charge. We don't need to be led by fear. FEAR When we return to some form of a new normal. We cannot let the media make us...
stephanybrickleban
Apr 21, 20201 min read
Tired
Freedom and choice - wedon't have that anymore. I'm tired I slept on the sofa last night (well from 2am) as my husbands snoring was...
stephanybrickleban
Apr 20, 20201 min read
Consumerism
Do you need that? Consumerism Why? Why do we buy things? We've proven we don't need anything other than shelter, food, water, love and...
stephanybrickleban
Apr 19, 20201 min read
Our Anniversary
A reflection of a great day, a bloody good party. The sun is shining. Shining down on us all, giving us the emotional lift that we need....
stephanybrickleban
Apr 18, 20202 min read
Depressed
I can see it in his eyes. My son is depressed, I can see it in his eyes, feel it in his body language. He longs to go out and play...
stephanybrickleban
Apr 17, 20201 min read
Mind Explosions
Five minute daily blog, pen to paper and typed up here for your enjoyment!1/2 minute read - -read in the waiting room, waiting for a bus, on the loo!
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